you don’t have to read this….it’s ok.
okay, so my name is Justin, when i was 13 i was taken to the hospital and later that night i was told i had cancer, i did good for 5 years, which brings me to this day.
but my point of this is, this boy… he’s, perfect and hes the reason i stay strong and i keep doing what im doing. if it wasn’t for him i would of gave up a long time ago. i stay strong for him. my family really don’t care about me, they have other people to worry about, im nothing to my family, or my parents. that’s probably why i act the way i do sometimes. i get jealous when i see my parents love on my sisters and brothers, then call me a dick and a asshole for doing nothing, and telling me nobody loves me, i felt like nobody, then i met somebody that changed that all for me, he made me feel like a big someone in this world, it shown me i can be brave and stand up for myself, hes all i got plus some of my friends, but i lost contact with tons of my friends. my cancer didn’t help either, it brought me down too. im glad Jason is in my life and i hope he stays for a while<3 if you actually read this, thank you. aha.
About me
HIHI.I'm Justin, but you can call me Jay.
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Jason Ray Bennett,
my one, my only. my life, my everything.
iloveyou.
your everything to me~
without you my life is dead, i love how you make me smile you make me laugh, theres good times and bad times.
we are usually in the middle, but i don't care as long as your mine that's all that matters.
The day i met you, was amazing,
you shared your blanket with me, because i was cold..
then you left, you came back maybe.. a week later.
and we had our first fight.
it sounds weird but it made me closer to you, i learned you.
i've know you for...a long time and during that time, its been a crazy.
we been through fights, arguing, love...like everything~
sometimes i get too jealous and we would fight.
i'd say im sorry and before you knew it, we was dating again.♥
i love being yours. it makes me feel..special.
you've made me cry, you've made me smile, you've made me stronger,
but not everybody is perfect so i didn't exactly ask for much from you.
i tried to be the perfect boyfriend...all the time.
24/7. and if i didn't i would say sorry.
but just letting you know, every relationship has a good time, and a bad time.
I've always wanted a perfect relationship with you, and i got that♥
i might call you names, you might call me a 'hoe' but, i don't care.
that don't bother the only thing that WOULD bother me is if you cheated but i trust you, and i know you wont do that so i have no worries.
your the person i wanna spend my forever with. and never loose.
i don't want one day your mad at me then stop talking to me forever.
because i want to be in your life forever, and i wanna be in yours.
your to amazing to let go of. so i hope that'll never happen.
if one day i loose you, i'd fight ONLY to get you back.
because your mine. no matter who you like, who you love, who you marry, WHO your with, your mine♥
even when i die, im still going to love you, i wont ever stop,
i promise you this♥
& i keep my promises.
i'll never leave you♥
iloveyouperfect♥
forevermine.
~Jay
